KL open was great.
really enjoy the final point!
although DK get second but i'm sure with determination,
DK confirm will win Freakshow for sure!
ultimately, how far can i go?
should i stay? or should i go?

finally, Attachment is over!
waiting for shu hui to tell me good news!
so i can start working soon before taiwans.
hmm, i was very excited when i heard abt going to taiwan.
but now, i don't see the fun of it.

when i look back..
its not very perfect but at least better than now.
the days when there's no limit to laughter,
the days when loves is everywhere,
the days when we get to smile and never stop trying crazy stuffs together.

u taught me lots of stuff,
you made me to be like you,
bakuteh is our favourite food.
but now it became my favourite food.

u pay me "school fee" instead of i should be the 1 paying.
ur voices start to fade away from my head but not your face.
why didn't you say a word before you leave?

当你读到这时,

请把这首优雅的歌曲给听下去.

就让她的旋律,

带着你和她一起回想着,

你曾经度过的一些美好的日子.


那现在的你是否也和我一样,

眼睛开始累了呢?

怎么察也察不掉那些流不停的汗 .
Lemonsick @10:39 PM
给寂寞的人，

黑夜之所以会黑，

叫醒人心里有鬼。

那你可以假装无所谓，

也可以看不到心被零碎，

可是寂寞会一直在掉眼泪。

人在爱情里越残废，

就会越多安慰，

无论有多虚伪。

人类除了擅长颓废，

做什么都不对。
Lemonsick @9:49 PM
it's been quite sometimes, beck.

"follow me, baby i won't let you leave if you believe in me.
and i always set you free from all those yesteryears.
but you don't know how much, i got believe in you."

"what a fool, i don't know about tomorrow, what it's like to be.
i was sure, couldn't let myself to go. even though i feel the end.
on my fair, floating like a bird its in her wings.
full moon sways, gently in the night of one fine day.
you are there, smiling in my arms for all those years."
Lemonsick @1:50 AM
you could have said earlier, so i can stop all these shits..
and just when i finally made up something and how you expect me to take it back?
fuck
Lemonsick @12:53 AM

black cat, beef or something else?

sunday night,
went out to henderson wave again.
my palms were damn sweaty.
so we decided to leave there earlier and head to a forest which eddy told us something about it.
hahaha, indeed thrilling. but we left there even earlier.
wayne, eddy me and siwei.
the 4 of us were just roaming around SG in wayne's car without any plans.

got home superly late.
eddy told us about a story of black cat.
okay la not really a story. its more like a... i dunno what word to use.
"do u know after u saw a black cat u'll be super sway?"
lol i told him if that's true then i will be damn sway liao. coz my void deck got 1 black cat.
then he say, "u not sway enough meh?" then i was eh... true hor, i'm super sway! hmmm..

so before wayne sent me home, we dropped by along those trees which got animal faces on them.
i was eating double cheese burger in his car at that time, i was like omg below the tree got guan ying ma!
and im eating beef!!
so i quickly walk away and finish it.
guess what, after we got back to wayne's car. he told me his car got guan ying ma too.
i was like... jaw drop..

then he dropped me at my bus stop and i walk home.
i saw this black cat sitting down below my void deck.
it gave me a creep because it was around 3am+ that time.
and i can only get to sleep at around 5am+.
decided to get MC.
but.....

monday,
mom and sis couldn't wake me up.
so my mom slightly rose her voice.
and i was kinda shocked, got damn pissed and went to shower.
after that, i lock my door and went back to sweet dream~
few mins later.. "bang bang bang!"
got so shock like omg is that neccessary?
my mommy didn't knocked but she bang the door so many times like as if i've fainted in my room!
and she couldn't hear me talking to her so i have to open the door and rose my voice at her.
then she realize she bang too hard. =\
argh, couldn't bother.. and the time is 8:20+am, gonna be so damn late!

took off with my bike and guess what..
every traffic light i've reach are all green then when i reached they quickly turn red.
i was like wwttfff... why today so special. =.=
and they take their own sweet time to change back to green i swear.

finally reach my work place.. quick park my bike and wanna punch my card!
$#@^$#!!
i don't have a new card because its may now!!
i have to go all the way deep inside the factory to the office to get a new card and go back there to punch!
extremely late. zzz.
the whole factory is under renovation, so the office got affected too.
they don't have lights and aircon everywhere! so i have no choice but to go to canteen and study for my
Riding theory evaluation! okay, i was sleeping 80% of the time. =.=

until i really couldn't take it,
i bought a cup of coffee.
guess what, i was too tired and i drop half of the coffee on the table while holding it.
luckily my jean and book never kena. =.=

and because i'm using my dad's phone,
there are still some sms in his phone.
so i read all of them.
there's still this sms i sent him, in chinese.
"dad, i know i'm kinda late to wish you now but happy belated father's day! quit gambling soon! i love you, siang"
and there was this sms from him to me,
my 1 and only sms that was from him.
which i don't think anyone from my family got receive his sms before! =P
"are you okay son?" he sent this from china last time when he was working overseas.
i was so touched that time.. because he doesnt know how to sms and he don't know english at all!
hahaha.
there's too many unlucky stuff happen during attachment and i'm not gonna say everything la.
hmm, there's something missing today.

after work i chiong home and got change because i'm damn hot and stinky.
cab down to BBDC for the test.
$10 for the cab and i failed the test.
hahaha.

so i wonder..
is it what eddy said about the black cat is really true?
or is it because i ate beef and i still offer pray to guan ying ma?
or i'm just thinking too much?

whats wrong? talk to me.. i will listen.
Lemonsick @8:42 PM