mayb sheA is right. time will heal. anyway, if sheB is reading this. just remember, dun look back to the past. live for who u r now. and for heA, i shall bless u and sheB. all the best.
received a bad news last night. my granny cant open her eyes, cant hear, cant see. like cant accept so many facts that suddenly came to me. things happen too sudden. emo, really emo. this time i cant control myself anymore. haha.
Saturday, February 23, 20083:43 PM
chapt 42,
went to eddy hse to stay over again last night, 8.30am must reach west coast siol! like wtf so early la. lol anyway, his hse near west coast ma, not i gay.
today's national team selection is not bad. can run and jump alot sia today but suddenly tummy not feeling very well. =\ start to have problem with grabbing and pivoting. too much injuries~ left ankle, right wrist, left thumb, left thigh. x_x
after that, str8 away go for Disc knight training. omg, 2 training at 1 time = pwned. haha. going out soon!! aaron driving weet! meeting alvin and liling and eddy! gotta mug hard for monday's paper man. sian. anyway here are some photos.
omg, a star! =X
viwawa, okay too random LOL
to be continue. ;)
Thursday, February 21, 200810:30 PM
chapter 41,
hmmm, sometimes i wonder. people always tell me that, "friend last, relationship don't." den y do people still easily get into relationship? lol. mayb stay single life can last longer also. LOL!!
fucking sad, my granny went into hospital le. i really hope everything will be fine man. recalling back the past really made my tears drop. damn gay i know. lol.
last paper coming soon. i hope everything went/goes smoothly also. let my year 2 end peacefully. ;) time for some dota/battleship/tanks!!
Wednesday, February 20, 200811:32 PM
chapt 40,
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO LIM YU PEI! =)
today is emo day. already kinda emo le, den after test jitao worst. imagine u studied quite alot. end up forget/nv come out. sigh. after estimating the whole paper, roughly i can get only 20+marks. its like, everyone ard u is talking it after the paper. i dunno, but for me i think wat's done is done la. cannot be undone le. i'm totally not myself today. went home and play few rounds of dota to relieve myself. meet ben and go sch together for pick up. suddenly smile appear on my face. coz i remember wat shawn and ben told me. =) during the game also felt kinda slpy. haven been sleeping well these few days.
that line that bring smile to my face: musn't let ur emotions ruin ur life. =)
to be continue..
Tuesday, February 19, 20081:03 AM
chap 39,
wow, i never been so awake b4. suddenly i feel that, geez, wat the fuck have i been doing lately man?! lol la!! wah lao eh...
to my brothers. we really seldom go out together le. pls pls pls make urself free. aaron aloy, alvin, clarence, eddy, jakin, jeremy, jerry, ming yao and siwei. lets go out and screw around 1 nite. =X go people hse also can la. =x
ytd went to national team selection trial, kena injury man. kena knee by 1 guy. kns, cant really walk the whole day today. den den went to eddy hse to take back my wallet. forget to take the previous night. ps* went to his hse to stay over. =x den den went to kbox with alvin siwei and eddy. fucking enjoyable. haha, sing till we really no voice to sing. but sian la. $26.50 den still cannot get to know that............ =x
today was whee yoooo. math die la hwhahhahaa. den went to watch ah long pte ltd with B1 brothers. den pick up. luckily, deep heat is realiable. ;) i can run ard and and and and SKY RONNIE. okay la joking la. dota dota.
anyway, here's the lyric for my last song in my playlist.
Ps*: i dun have a strong heart, so i think its best we better off being friends. i hate this kind of feeling and i hate being treated this way. we always have our reasons not to be close. u're sad? i'm even more sad. lol. i din even cheer u up at all so dun thanx me. and i dun drive and etc etc so i think we r not each other cup of tea.........................................................................................................
u hitted me directly at my heart. ouch. =)
Thursday, February 14, 200811:39 PM
Chap 37,
Happy Valentine's Day. =) Yesterday, Went Zouk, Phuture with aaron, alvin, ben, eddy, Lb And Shawn. Saw Aloy there haha. not that fun la last night, like 60% is guys. den so squeezy also. PS: Xi Huan Jiu Hao. ;)
Today, I Rot At Home The Whole Day With Siwei On Msn. Play PSP The Whole Day Too. Play Viwawa Till Damn sian. Planed To Watch Movie Today, But Full. So Cancelled. Den Come Along With Eddy On Msn Too, Chat With Him den he send me lots of songs. Den Come Ms Pang, haha. we chat abt relationship stuff. send her some songs too. i want to go out!!
facts of the day: Love Isnt simple at all. lol.
Sunday, February 10, 200811:27 PM
chapter 36
happy new year to everyone. =) this year celebration was kinda sian. i felt abit stupid and moody too. another failure in my life. ride bike and fell at malaysia but nothing happened to me, injured de is my cousin. sorry gal. =( go back home receive fucking lots of nagging and kena laugh and scoldings. from afternoon till night, although i knew its my fault. but really damn moody, so scold them back. scold everyone who fuck me even my mother. den tell them that if still not happy with wat i done i will go and ride bike now. i make sure i will ride till i fly out till u all statisfied. sian. gambled also lose all. a new year. =) a good start. haha.
Tuesday, February 05, 20087:48 PM
chapter 35, last night went to drink with eddy at his hse coz he's down. so down... his mom(ex bartender) made the drink for us. end up i more drunk than him. omg lol. vomitted and knock out! =x not feeling very well now.
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