saddd~ today is last day of rojak stall le..=(( jak alvin siwei aaron and jeremy came to find me.. they have fiest together with my relatives.. except for aaron and jeremy.. very very very cold weather~ >.<

Apocalyto anyone?????????
Lemonsick @11:23 PM
不知道为什么你开始对我冷淡，

你一次又一次的拒绝我的所作所为, 但是我并不在乎，

我在乎的是你有没有感觉到我的存在?

累了， 真的。
Lemonsick @4:19 AM
Tuesday celebrate kai hong's b'dae, din attend sch.. str8 away meet eng fu, julius, aloy, joe and kai hong at city hall and went to lan shop and went home after that.. hmm, not bad.. spend only $6 for lan shop and eat $2.10 at old change kee =X..

wednesday meet ben after sch, attend 12pm lesson, last lesson le, late for 30mins >.< sianz.. was playing bomberman den huishan called me.. den look up! omg ang mo kio heng ah! haha.. faster get down and walk to sch.. reach class, sir say chee siang! u're late again, but i mark u present coz last lesson liao ah, i close 1 eye.. =)! ai yo~ PI! haha.. mark attendance can go home liao..

so help eng fu, julius and kai hong with their sem proj awhile den meet up with mel and ben, we from around 1.30pm chat and rot till 5pm.. even wrote a love letter for amy lo~ haha, ai yo~ pi~! omg, so i went for training till 6.15pm and left to meet up with siwei and ming yao.. its ming yao's b'dae! we went to clementi's kbox.. from 7pm - 2am~

so me ming yao and siwei went in first.. follow by hwee ting and pei ching, den mavia, den huishan geok hwa han siong, den aaron and jakin.. 11 person! 3mics! woot! omg, damn high.. haha, they sing S.H.E song sing till damn high, machiam really at thier concert.. after so long pei ching finally grab mic and sing song.. omg she sing nice.. geok hwa also not bad ah! haha.. really very enjoy la.. too bad the rest nv join.. =(( so happily went home and suddenly remember that thursday gotta hand in presentation! OMG~ pie chart haven do! omg! drawing haven draw~!! omg ogm omg went to slp and wanna wake up early to do..

thursday 10am wake up and rush powerpoint, 12pm need to leave home.. omg microsoft office cannot use anymore!! 2007 beta over! ~!@!~@$@Q sian.. dunno wat to do, try to download from any site but cant find.. 11.45am liao, haven started anything.. den remember got lappy.. =.= so chiong pie chart and den send it to my grp member.. luckily just in time.. so ask them to go ahead without me, i wun be able to make it.. =)) but they insist me to come but sure late 1 ma.. >.< den somemore send them email liao.. wat else? hmmm.. OMG DRAWING~ haha.. so rush to sch,

O.O! NYP open hse, so crowded! so many xiao mei mei~ xD! ai yo~ PI~

go anywhere also need to squeeze lo.. so reach class only start to draw.. draw and draw and draw non-stop.. =.= 2 psp beside me keep racing NFS: carbon! zzz.. suddenly my grp member turn over ask me y draw so fast? teacher say postpone to next week! ai yo~?! PI!!! anyway, my grp member is top student in my class, they nv scold me being such a lousy grp leader thou i felt abit guilty for not really doing anything =x! but they say i draw very nice hahah xD.. at night celebrate dad's b'dae! have fiest! really eat till damn full!

friday normal sch day~ evening went back to malaysia, cousin strike 4D treat fiest! omg long journey, due to flood.. >.< not as worst at this



but really very jia lat la.. haix.. see le also feel abit sad.. zZzz.. disaster man.. heard the news saying johor will might have tornado during chu 3.. sian.. reach muar at around 1030pm.. fiest at so late.. ~_~

after that rest at home for sat wedding dinner..~

saturday woke up at 1.30pm den went to my aunt hse to eat "breakfast", lisa~ >.< ai yo~ haha.. damn cute.. she's from jap, my cousin's daugther, her husband is a jap.. will post her pic soon.. *>>>> fast forward..* my sister went to salon and wash hair, so i went along to style my hair also.. omg the aunty there style my hair like so LOL, so i went back and style it back myself..

this is my first time attending a rest with 2 wedding dinner.. meaning, left side is other wedding dinner right side is my cousin's wedding dinner! omg so budget.. lol.. >>> boring wedding dinner lol.. watch bai mian bao qing tian on chn 8, very very funny.. haha..

1am went to slp, but my nephew like got some illness.. she's only 5 yrs old, she will start stuggling and cry out very loud as if someone trying to pull her away.. remind me of the horror movie, colic.. really very heartpain seeing her like that.. we all try to wake her up coz her eyes r still close.. like still in dream, her dad really very sad lo, he scream at her and shake her hard ask her wat exactly happen.. but she only cries.. omg, i see liao jitao tears drop lo.. after so long, she finally settle down and slp le, 2hrs later she cry again, and even pee on her bed.. sian i wonder is it really there's "something" scaring her anot.. 2hrs later she cry again.. very zhun sia.. 2hrs consecutive.. hmm.. kinda wierd.. 1.30am, 3.30am, 5.30am.. the last time i feel damn hot, so went to other room to slp..

sunday morning woke up and went to ask her wat exactly happen, she doesnt wanna say.. >.< sian sian sian.. reach singapore ard 11pm, missed frisbee league.. haha..


你爱看鬼片 又怕看鬼片 又要我陪

坐在你身边 很想告诉你 我比你还怕鬼

就是要宠你 宠上了天..

希望你能当我宝贝 你一定不会後悔

我只有一个要求 就是要对你好..

永远不让你流泪 永远都不让你心碎

希望你相信我 我们在一起好吗?

Apocalypto anyone? =)
Lemonsick @11:55 PM
last night wasnt able to slp properly.. and today lesson start 8am~! sian.. eat slack eat slack eat slack omg $~ fly $ fly~ walk see slack~ bla bla bla..

finally the clock reach 6pm!! time for frisbee training.. omg today ben came back, i love today's training, kenneth and ben taught new drills and dunno out from nowhere, my stamina today is machiam unlimited, can keep running and running and runinigningingingig x 4 non-stop! haha, although we lost the mini game la..

hahaha, shag shag shag, tired tired tired, tml is kai hong b'dae eve and they wanna celebrate omg no money how to celebrate luckily they suggest to go lan shop to play dota which i dun think we will spend lots of money there and omfg wed they wanna celebrate ming yao's b'dae omg at kbox and my sis just deposit $100 into my bank for me to buy shirts yippie omg sian $ keep flying away~

wat happen to me omg.. mel suddenly come tell me that he now also slowly becoming like me liao.. as in, STRESS STRESS OMG DAMN STRESS!! BGR, FRISBEE, DOTA, SCH, WORKS $$$$!! OMG~ hahaha.. so i told him that's normal la.. coz mayb i'm used to it.. =x sometimes, i'm being "ai mai ai mai" pattern, like happy happy u wan, when feel emo u dun want it.. i wonder y always like that.. sian.. although i know that she's doesnt like me, but y do i still keep talking to her everyday? pwn..

hmm, actually wanted to quit frisbee due to some reason.. my attendance was 100% until some reason appear, i stopped for 2 weeks.. den slowly start to lose interest in frisbee liao.. but but but, sian.. after train so long, wan to give up meh?! so want to go back training but sway sway mom open rojak stall needa help out..i find frisbee is so nice now, mayb it's due to the motivation from my teammates, the feeling! omg the feeling~ makes u wanna go back and show them wat u're great at and u cant wait till hear something like, "NICE 1 LA CS!!" yeah yeah~ but sometimes there might be scolding.. =((

today is is sis isis a great day
Lemonsick @1:13 AM
today frisbee first match for the league starts 4pm. its my team vs monster's team.. *monster is my senior.. my team got many short people.. i'm not the shortest but i'm 1 of them =X.. but our team is fast.. lol.. omg, thier team are all old folks but! 99% of them are 1.80m!! buay tahan.. z, our team name = von strip!

so 1st half we lost 8-2, =(( we dunno each other, we cant communicate.. so during half time breaks, captain ask us to suggest ideas on how to improve ourselves.. all kept quiet but! woody, he's the only newbie among us who played very well and gave speeches.. haha.. he's an ang mor =X.. skinnier version of david beckham lol..

after the breaks, we're still not used to our team, so kept losing~ 13-2, sian, so i just start to talk to everyone in my team, joke around, talk and talk and cheer for my team.. wow, guess wat? all my effort din went down the drain just like that, we did score very well but still lost in the end, 15 - 7 =(( but nvm, that's only the beginning! >=D

anyway, our team got lots of disadvantages.. example, my vice captain's height around 170++cm, he went in end zone to get the disc, so he run as fast as lightening, and jump as high as possible so to grab the disc and we were like "YES AH!! NICCCEEee~......." the defender name adam, 190cm+, DUN EVEN HAVE TO JUMP! he just tip toe and stretch his hand and he skyed my vice captain.. that was like omfgbbq.. zzz..

*ps, sky = grab the disc before ur opponent can in the air.. more like snatch..

after the game, we went for dinner at dunno wat point, the seng kang shopping center.. got 1 american followed us.. kelvin.. haha, very mafan, cannot speak chinese.. die die must speak english.. so all of us i mean ME, trying hard to focus at wat he's saying.. lol, we joke around all the way till he get down at bouna vista.. he's coming to NYP to train with us.. hahhaa..

today is a fun and GREAT day! =DD
Lemonsick @10:06 PM
wat would u do if u love someone badly? confess to her/him? hide ur feelings, wait till the right time to come =D! hmm, better dun tell her/him, later (s)he starts to ignore me.. bla bla bla, lots of excuses~

lots of pretty girl always stead with ugly guy, we all wonder, OMG! why~?! jakin told us that, because those guys are daring.. they dare to confess to the gals.. hmm, i think i agree with jak.. wat if u keep the feelings to urself? and wat will happen if u confessed? i think the best answers will be, u gotta know how (s)he feel.. its better to tell her/him that u loved her/him..

hmmm, for example.. i like this girl, Girl A, i like her very very much.. 1yr past, 2yrs past and etc etc, i always keep it to myself, i dun wanna tell her that i like her.. always run and hide from the truth.. end up she belongs to someone else..

so if i told her that i like her, at least she know that i like her.. she rejected, oh~ it's ok, nvm~ at least i know the truth.. it's better for me to wait for her for years and years~.. >.<

who knows if she like me too? mayb she will consider it over first.. that's even better wat.. although there is only a 1% chance of winning, dun give up that 1%, who knows miracle might happen?

confess is just like gamble, a 50/50 chance of winning, win/lose, y not u give it a try?
Lemonsick @2:39 AM
after reading aaron's blog, i find this post damn funny..

After digging to a depth of 100 metres last year, Russian scientists found traces of copper wire dating back 1000 years, and came to the conclusion that their ancestors already had a telephone network one thousand years ago.

So, not to be outdone, in the weeks that followed, American scientists dug to 200 metres and headlines in the US papers read: " US scientists have found traces of 2000-year-old optical fibers, and have concluded that their ancestors already had advanced high-tech digital telephones 1000 years earlier than the Russians."

One week later, the Singapore newspapers reported the following : "After digging as deep as 500 metres, Singaporean scientists have found absolutely nothing. They have concluded that
5000 years ago, their ancestors were already using wireless technology."

this article make my day.. haha, woke up early today and went to have lunch with my mom.. watched zenith vs mage, i think we should have enough rest.. soon, its time to get back guys..
Lemonsick @5:06 PM
today went to extend passport coz i tot tonight we're leaving to malaysia.. sian, listen wrongly.. is next week.. tot it would be very fast.. who knows, waited for 1 and a half hr.. joe went with me.. and the others waited for us at suntec.. so walk around at marina square den meet geok hwa, shu hui, jasmine, jakin, aaron, siwei, alvin, yanling and huey yuan 8.30pm at my mom's stall there.. hehe.. today rojak sold out =X otah also sold out.. haha.. chated till around 11pm den all went home.. emo emo emo! lol.. ~ yahoo pool! ~woo
Lemonsick @2:51 AM
像两首节拍不同的歌 却又同时被爱情合奏 旋律勉

强着

愉快不能够假装快乐 你心中有宽阔的天空 但空气

好稀薄　


曾经以为等待会改变什么 你总会属于我　

但是最后时间证明了 你只喜欢我


你说我比较像你的好朋友 只是不小心拥抱着

你道歉 你难过 于是我给你笑容　

谁在乎我的心 还会不会寂寞


如果爱情是五线谱 我曾希望用全音符

吟唱出 爱上你 那完整的幸福

但你的心没有耳朵 即使我为你唱着歌

你也只看见我哭了　


你说过我是你最好的朋友 却不应该再拥抱着　

你退缩 你冷漠 于是我放开双手

不在乎我的心 会永远的寂寞
Lemonsick @12:27 AM
for no reasons, this few days i felt very emotional..
after looking at mel's nick(Maybe its time to quit le ba), i talk to him..
i told him that i wanted to quit dota too, but i got my own reason for carry on..
i told him that gaming is a waste of time, 1 match 1hr+, 2matches 2hr+.. we spent 1/3 of our day on slping, which is consider alot.. if we add games into our life, that would be ½ of our day gone just like that.. i wanna quit coz there is too much for me to do.. frisbee, work, study and i wanna spend more time with her.. wish she could really give me a chance to prove myself..

i dunno whether i'm right or wat, but the reason for me to carry on is, we promised each other that we will win WCG nyp together as a team.. coz of this promise we made, i give up on lots of thing.. my temper went out of control sometimes.. coz of this i've been struggling.. i even lost my chances of getting someone heart before.. why must i struggle? we dun have to struggle, but coz we made a promise among ourselves.. wat we told ourselves? we treat capl as a compy to gain experience, we din expect to get into top 8, now we're in premier, the path gets rockier this time, it wun be so as smooth again.. can we give up now? how can we give up half way?

i told frisbee people that i gotta work for my mom, thats y i cant go for training.. after explaining so much for myself they still dun understand.. or i should say dun believe.. finally i can go back for training.. today florence say i also sheng xiao, always dun wan to go training.. i skip monday training is coa i tuesday gotta hand in report which i haven started.. after explaining so much for myself, i'm still a "always dun wanna go for training due to some lol reasons" guy..

i kept quiet after capl compy, u guys expect me to say out our mistake.. but after i think of the consequences, i would rather keep quiet.. so wat if i said out our mistakes? will u guys agree with me? will u guys listen? will u guys believe me? wats the point of saying trustworthy? u guys dun even trust each other.. during frisbee during dota and even during real life situation.. wat's trustworthy to u guys? something which u guys just put it on ur mouth so that people can listen? dun say it, show it..

life's getting tougher and tougher each day.. anyway, its not that every friday i wanted to cancel the meeting, i hope u guys can understand..
Lemonsick @9:30 PM
Capl just over, next week final years exam, every sunday frisbee league till mar or april, Ez link no cash~!! NYP WCG coming~ need to get bass~ wanted to get licenses(bike or car), need to work! wanna slack! wanna chill with friends~! wanna wanna wanna~ omg omg omg, there's so much thing to do!! sian sian sian.. i need more times..

monday frisbee training was damn bad.. watever i did is wrong.. got hit by disc directly on my head(just beside my right eye), lousy throws, lousy cuts, everything is lousy.. is it because of my sleepyness? or is this my standards? my feeling's very down.. sigh~ how i wish u can cheer me up.. reach home slp..

tuesday din go sch, woke up at 10.30am and went back to slp after eating noodles.. woke up at 5pm lol.. thanx to julius >.< he help me to sign attendance.. went to help out at my mom's shop..

i wanna be independent.. i dun wanna always follow people's idea..
Lemonsick @1:53 AM
today's compy was quite outstanding! i dun expect we can go so far coz this is our first experience joining compy.. >.< we won the first match den marshal come and tell us to get ready for 2nd round, omg we dun even have time to take a break,

2nd round abt to win already, marshal come tell us to get ready for 3rd round.. thats the round we got kick out =( the quarter final... nvm guys, great job la, haha.. we learn lots of thing dun we =X

woot, enter premier and won $50 for that compy..things aren't that simple anymore..

all hail precursors =X *ps although the name sound not nice =X
Lemonsick @1:03 AM
i cant slp well! there must be a reason, omg dun tell me i'm~ hahaha..
this sat is the day! CAPL compy, 11.30am at cine.. dota competition.. wah sian, damn nervous.. dunno can win anot.. haha.. sunday is frisbee league too.. oh my god.. so many things.. friday needa hand in reports.. monday presentation and lab reports, wa wa wa ! stress..

haix, reaching 20 soon le.. haha..

sianz....................
Lemonsick @12:57 AM
31st dec 2006
the last day of 2006.. we went for BBQ at park oasis..
got me alvin siwei aaron jakin clarence jeremy cheryl suilin wan han suyi james and 1 guy..
really enjoy very much during the BBQ and swimming.. and suana! O.O

went to jerry hse for countdown.. end up playing blackjack while waiting for the gals and jeremy to arrive.. when they arrive it was already 12am+ le.. haha.. so we played some card games and forfeit around..

watch borat dunno wat kind of unfunny R21 show.. lol.. damn sian.. after that went eat some breakfast and aaron send us home with jerry dad's car..

1st jan 2007

went to ben's hse.. F.Y.I, ben is my frisbee ex captain, he stay in rainbow fishfarm..
meet alvin and florance at lot 1.. we're having potluck at ben's place.. =D

reach there around 5pm+ hmm.. was exploring ard to see 1 of the giant arowana but cant see.. =\ coz 1 big pond inside only got 1! he say only lucky people can see.. haha.. while exploring the farm, here comes the rain~ and we shelter ourselves at the aquarium and of coz we took pics..

TIGER BARTS!!!


a closer view,


this fish is damn funny,
close


open haha


omg this fish, fish of the day!


the rain was quie fast.. so we went to his hse ard 6pm+.. hmm wanted to see if there's anything i can take pic with den suddenly we saw this!

*_*


#_#


~_~


>.<


!_!


it was damn beautiful.. a 2 layer rainbow! that was like once in a lifetime man! sigh~ u're not here with me.. =((

To shuhui, if u're reading this, im really sorry.. dun ask me y, just sry. haha.. ur initial d still with me, so i guess there's a reason we shld meet up! =DD

to jasmine, we miss sec life too.. i mean who dun? wats gone is gone, it will nv come back again.. just like love.. =)

sigh sigh sigh..~

thursday 4 jan 2007,

an unlucky day..
Lemonsick @1:38 AM