98,

F-ck blogspot seriously.
i f+cking retype this post like 4th time already.
anyway,
happy new year!

friday,
went to sch to do Quiz.
even though its open book but i guess, open mouth is better. =X haha!
then went to orchard with daryl and bolin and marvel? marble? dunno how to spell her name lol.
didn't get anything bcoz nothing seems to interest me.
except for that straw hat from zara! i want it so badly!
but nah, save up and went to The Borders to get The Notebook Novel @ $18.
nobody believe me that i bought that book for myself!
not even a bloody single soul man!
i've completed 1/5 of the book and im gonna prove them wrong lol.

went to city alive briefing.
its rather meaningless i thought.
they just gave us some orders which that day itself they can do so.
zzz.
went to alvin hse after that to get some membership card.

booked a haircut appointment on sat morning.
thanx to siwei for accompanying me! =)
cabbed home and pick my sis up and to ICA building to collect my passport.
went to bugis for a last min shopping but end up we cabbed home with empty handed.
then to malaysia!

oh yeah,
my sis brought home a Nikon D60! wooot!
although its not mine but its like a dream come true! =X
oh well..

Day 1.
slack slack slack. so bored so i decided to play with this beauty...
hehe, let the photos do the talking. shall we? =)


okay this is bloody random LOL! these are my jerseys! 27 ftw!





*ps
WARNING!
below is a abandoned house. there is this ah pek who died inside for quite sometimes and nobody know.
so if u saw some ah pek in the photos, don't be surprise k?



so have u saw him?





























day 2.
went to shop and bought siwei some stuffs.
went hi-tea with the ladies at secret receipt..
cheese cake can really kill me. pui... lolol.
bought some movies and went back to watch.
then.. the reunion dinner!
.
.
.
no pictures lol.

day 3,

this little niece of mine is playing my spec early in the morning and my dad was taking pictures of her. super look like A.....\../ LOL if u get what i mean.




then when my dad ask her to open her eye bigger and smile. she did this.

damn bloody disgusting! LOL! i really feel like punching her LOL!

NO! i meant it in a joking manner! YES!
i'm not sadistic.

day 4.
to my mother side grandmother house!
camwhore with some cousins/sis of mine.



and had a big dinner gathering at some restaurents.

our table number. 27 or what hahhaa!

after the dinner, there's this long distance relatives who always come and visit my grandmother.
then 1 of the daugther say she saw me in NYP before and i was like WTF?!
super surprise man. after so many years without talking to them they can recognise me!
i felt so guilt man. lol.
after that, blackjack all the way till morning!
i won the most! woot! haha too bad its RM.

day 5,
slack slack slack, black jack black jack black jack.
oh ya, and some photos.












then at night, watch "A Walk To Remember" alone in the bedroom on my psp.
lol, super nice show! i think better than notebook. erm okay la, can fight.

k nothing else special to update about.

love is like the wind, u can't see it but you can feel it.
Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful

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Lemonsick @11:13 PM
97,

what am i thinking? lol.
am i so poor that i must be that desperate to help people to take napfa test for $45?!
but f#ck, its not a lot of money but just by doing 5 stations and 2.4km run and i can get $45.
doing such disgracing stuff and get $45 and got caught is like i can go kill myself.
f*cking disgracing. captain of frisbee and vice president of sports club doing an illegal stuff like that.
now i know why some people didn't respect me as much as some people because i f.cking don't deserve it.
some kind of captain i am.
f*k u cs, wanna emo go fk urself in 1 corner.
so what if u're poor?!
poor also must live with pride what.
and its fking over! over over OVER!
get over with it! FUCK!

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Lemonsick @12:39 AM
96,

strike 4D also not so zhun(accurate).
injured my hamstring again(like 2mths ago and it show no sign of recovering yet. the f*ck?!).
same as last year IVP! oh my gosh.
and guess what?
its gonna be a 4 weeks rest for me! That's it la..
how to get selected for IVP?? u tell me??

it's be a bloody unlucky 2008 for me and now 2009 also like that.
eddy if u're reading this, we should 4 ma lu soon. LOL!
okay la, maybe myself only la.

goodbye-d to my gold hair and soon, good bye to my fringe.
hello new hairstyle. O,.O!

downloaded and watched the notebook that was recommended by siwei.
super touching love story.
okay maybe i did shed a tears or two. lol

somehow, the movie Australia keep appearing in my mind.
haha, i totally love this song.



let it go cs.
Lemonsick @2:28 AM
95,

a beautiful quote to share:

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul;
that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.
That's what I hope to give you forever.
Lemonsick @3:17 AM
94,

a f*cking unlucky friday i got.
rush down to ICA building to renew my passport and i reached there at 5.05pm
and they told me its close!
then went down to queensway to buy my soccer boot.
met up with eddy and his friends.
choose for so long, then found a pair that i kinda like it la.
the price is reasonable i think, $100.
so we went shopping afterward.
happily walking without noticing i wasn't holding my shoe anymore!
lol, thats the story for my new boot.
the end.

sat!
omfg i really cannot believe i've completed a 25km race!
the race is called Synergy and it's organized by NYP adventure club.
so there's only 3 teams from ultimate taking part.
me and edwin,
daryl and bolin
and adam and LB.

we alighted at some ulu ulu forest which we never been before.
and we were like the last 3 groups when the time starts la.
hahaha! our groups were split into 3 types.

basically adam and LB were the most fit fit 1 among us,
so they are called the Strength base a.k.a the tanker.
"They Chiong infront to reach the obstacle first. then tell us the instruction. but not very good at completing quiz. HJAHA!"

then follow by daryl and bolin's team.
they were called the agility team.
"They are... fast? but 1 of them dunno how to defend himself from a monkey! LOL!!"

last but not least,
my team.
although edwin is somehow burden to me in some area but.. LOL kidding!
seriously have to thank him for carrying the bag all the time. =)
we are the intelligence team.
"They provide strategy which is not very useful. They provide answers for some tasks. overall not very intelligence but somehow useful. LMFAO!"

all of us are can do something good but we're not perfect
we got a different job and a different role,
together we complete the race as a team. =)

i enjoyed the whole race like sseerrrriiiiooooously!
not even 25km can stop us,
no mountain too high to stop us,
no obstacle too tough to stop us,
no path too long to stop us,
nothing can stop us.

sun,
i think i'm slowly getting back my form already.
jia you cs. =)
IVP is coming, no emo stuffs!

借口..

go and don't look back.
Lemonsick @11:29 AM
93,

i think i owe ben an apologize for not performing during training and league for quite sometimes.
really have to thank him for keep scolding and screaming at me during training and league.
that shows that he haven't gave up on me.

but, i really need to take a break.
my mind and body won't co-operate with me.
if i go back training and league like this i won't improve at all.
my condition might become worst.
i'm so afraid i won't have the chance to play IVP.

能不能告诉我暂停算不算放弃?

remember, i will wait for the right time to come.
remember how drover and mrs lady boss love life's like?
they had a conflict, then drover thought Mrs lady boss was killed during the war.
but Mrs lady boss didn't die.
drover cherish mrs lady boss more after he thoght he had lose her for life.
i never regret for saying "it",
i will only regret for not saying"it".
and regret is a word which cannot be replace by anything.
i hope you understand. =)
Lemonsick @12:47 AM
92,

School school school.
what a pain in the ass.
not much stuffs to do, but all are beyond my intelligence!
i think i should just cough to death! LOL.


do you know?
i shouldn't have made a silly choice yesterday.
i shouldn't broke the chain from the start.
and now i'm looking back.
i guess its too late for everything,
i should have just gone silently.
would you please tell me that i'm wrong?
Lemonsick @6:17 PM
92,

everyone had a dream place that they wish to go.
but i only have 1 dream place that i wish to go now,
that is to meet this special person.
there's many things i wish i can do with her,
and tell her alot of stories about myself.
sometimes i wish she could be there for me when i need someone to talk to.

but fate is being cruel to me, our distance has become longer than before.
we are no longer linked.
we are no longer thinking about what we are thinking of.
i guess that as much as we can be.
i hope she know that i wish i could be waiting for her at that place.
"WERE"(Will) we be able to meet again?

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Lemonsick @2:19 AM
91,

once upon a time...
cs is happy..
cs is emo..
cs is happy again.. *repeat

sometimes i wonder, why does it always happened on the beginning and at the end of the year?
is it really karma?
or am i a born loser?
demoralize too easily and give up?

i'm such a retard, seriously.
the thing i can do successfully is to entertain the people around me.
provided being insulted, being tease or being look down on.
i can at least bring some laughter to people.
but not to myself.

not going very smoothly in frisbee, like always.
i can kill myself in relationship, like seriously.
a happy ending is just like a fiction to me.
Lemonsick @3:14 AM
90,

happy new year 2009!
a new year, a new start. =)

first of all,
happy birthday to sky wang xiao lun (Md Riduwan LOL!)! =x

3rd jan 2009,
went down to changi all the way just to find xiao lun.
really thanx to edwin.
he came all the way from bedok to jurong west just to pick me up and "bran-bran" me to changi again.

kawasaki





reach changi beach carpark no. 4 pit 15,
off edwin goes again.
he need to pick bryan up.
actually i dun really know whats going on, all in my mind was food! coz i'm super hungry and super cold!
the wind is like..... brrrrrr...
den i requested for a plate of "somefood" la. =x
gotta eat their beehoon and boiled egg with sambal chilli.
after awhile, we "happy birthday" to xiao lun and we zhao to changi village for nasi lemak!
with $6 i ate a plate of nasi lemak, 1 cup of honey lemon(cough like hell.-.-), oyster egg, stingray and cockles!
k the nasi lemak and honey lemon belongs to me only, the rest we shared!
really thanx to xiao lun, he blanja all of us siol! haha!

i requested OCH or redhouse.. hehehe. but no one dares.. =\
bunch of ball-less boys! LOL!

den after that cab to pasir ris mrt and slack at the mac there.

after talking abt M xiao lun, how can i simply forget about his pic!?
hahaha! he's a mixed chinese and malay. but he prefer chinese. lol


bryan


and edwin, thanx for bran bran me. =)

4th jan 2009.




as usual, DK training at 9:15am - 12pm, sengkang's field.
then follow by 4pm, our league game.

really wasn't myself today.
i didn't really push myself during training.
felt quite low self-esteem, no mood, low-morale and sian.
somehow, i think its emotional which took over my mentality.
did lots of layout but all not successful 1.
listened to what weekwan told me after the game.
crack is the only thing i will not fail to do.
what's wrong man.
so what we've won? i'm not happy with myself at all.
when will be the day when i can fucking outshine?
fuck it!

you don't know what u're doing.
seriously..

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Lemonsick @9:23 PM