Tuesday, October 31, 20063:06 AM
woke up at 6.30am.. cant get up.. lol.. sms alvin ask him got car to take? =X but he today 9am lesson, i 8.. so took train alone to sch~ long long journey~ who can save me~? den sms the guys to meet up since i'm working at my mom's shop today.. after sending them, phone low batt! zomg! today 8 - 6pm and go help out at mom's shop till 10pm.. early in the morning phone low batt! pwn!!
my sch life is boring! and i've changed.. i've changed to a bored person.. all my joke r CMI now.. lol.. i find myself damn lame.. ps* CMI = cannot make it! =.= bored bored bored!!
fall aslp during work today! my aunt din wake me up coz she see i really too tire le.. den siwei and jak wake me up at 9.30pm! haha so glad to see them here! i'm bored to death!! seeing them makes me feel =) hahaha! so knock off at 11pm and we went to aaron's blk there and chat, aaron come down and find us, alvin finish his training and come meet us too.. =) we left at 1am.. and i walk with siwei till boon lay mac.. we sure got lots of thing to chat abt.. haha..
brothers forever guys! =)
Monday, October 30, 20062:03 AM
ytd was eddy's b'dae.. so i organized an outing for him.. 2pm meet at douby ghuat mrt control station.. 1pm joanne call me, ask me wake up already anot.. zomg.. LATE!! so i get ready by 1.45pm and ready to go out le.. cai call me and tell me he need to book in later at 6pm so cant go, den i tell him go together la coz i also need to work at my mom's shop at 6pm.. =.=
den he say okok call me back later.. 2.15 he call again, say he really cannot go but he feel like going.. so i keep asking him to go with us coz we really very not nv seen each other liao =.= he say okok call me back later.. was on phone with eddy, den he call me, i ask him to call eddy.. he say he really feel like going, i say ai ya make up ur mind la! =.= he say 10 mins later call back.. 30mins later he sms me say he not going..
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFf 1hr+ wasted on him.. eddy say he going jp first.. he say he take cab and ask me to go down now.. so i tot he wanted to fetch me.. den i go down.. keep looking at my watch wondering how come he take cab so long 1 =.= 20mins later i call him.. he say he ask me to go down jp now not go down my bus stop now.. PWNNNNNNNNN!!!!!! den on the way meet ei fang on lakeside.. zzz so we late for 2hr++ and the people there enjoy waiting.. LOL! they were, xue ling, joanne, sian zhi and 2 other guys i dunno..
so had lunch at douby ghaut de fish n co, finish eating we went to parklane or parkway to play pool.. den meet eddy's cousins and aunts at cathay.. joanne and the rest wanna leave le, so we walk to ps together and they left.. his aunt treat us eat swenson.. O.O! i got myself a cookie summit.. kaoz eat till wanna vomit.. =.= haha.. fang say he need to go, so he went home also.. den we walk to cineleisure, after that his relatives all say wanna go le.. left me and eddy.. den we go find suilin.. haha, bought myself a earring for $9.90 with warrentee card! actual price was 15? 13? i cant remember haha.. den we go to KFC and wait for her to knock off..
chat alot on our way home, haha nice.. den send suilin home.. =)
today woke up at 4.30pm, reach my mom's shop at 5.10pm! haha.. today business was damn good! time fly damn fast.. another day pass..
this coming friday is cheryl b'dae.. ~ tml 8am lesson!! pwn.. update again tml..
sry siwei, no pic for the day! xD
Cancer:
Teamwork is important today but so is doing what you know is right.
Friday, October 27, 20066:04 PM
my sis bought her all time fave games back and show me! she said, "haha bro, =)" wtf!!?
actually today we meet to play basket ball de.. but den today is eddy's b'dae, so he wanna meet me.. so~
damn~ haha.. cancel the gathering and went to pizza hut with him today.. from 6pm wait for me and siwei till 7.30pm =X no pics hahaha.. coz nv take any.. =\ he ask me to organize his b'dae for him..
2pm douby ghaut mrt control station.. =) fish n co~ woot.. bankrupt already.. haha..
after pizza, we went to siwei hse.. coz eddy wanna learn guitar.. o.o cool.. haha.. sian~ so go and play dawn of war : dark crusader.. woot.. not bad not bad.. =) jak and alvin came along.. jak show me sms, "10.30pm meet at my hse block de coffee shop bla bla" something like that.. it was from jeremy.. den he change place, change to boon lay market.. lol.. actually we wanted to tell him that we not going de.. but~
10.30pm he called me.. "coming anot? bla bla bla, need how long.." so i told him 10 - 15mins will reach.. lol.. just nice eddy's mom friend drive him home, den drive us along.. woot.. 5mins reach boon lay market.. haha.. "the legendary ferlorry".. cool.. after awhile, jeremy and cheryl reach le.. jeremy bring out $2 for supper! lololol.. pwn!!! den he go withdrawl money coz he cant tahan!! =X
jeremy drink tea, kena addicted! he say damn nice, siwei go try.. woo nice.. hahaha.. alvin try! he wanna buy, den i wanna buy milo too, so we suggest play o ya beh ya som! haha, den under table i show jeremy black side, so hehehe.. so we start o ya bei ya som! 1st time black, 2nd time black, 3rd time black, so siwei say ai ya! i know ur trick liao la!! 4th he show white! LOL ps* our trick is 3 times black den white den continue 3 black 1 white..but instead of 3black 1 white, we black all the way!* so he kena, he buy teas and milo for us..
in the end, out table got 9 cups and so we went home after awhile.. =) thats all..
2:08 AM
now is 2am.. this evening went to help out at my mom's shop.. well.. raining day seems to be lesser customers.. but something happen just now.. the day alex gone was monday.. tuesday ming yao jak and siwei came to my hse and watch movie.. there is this giant moth just outside my gate.. my mom told me that when u see a giant moth after funeral, means that could be something i dun remember.. and i nv ask her..
today when i was talking to my mom abt our business, we say today really sell very little things.. so did we earn? or lose? she say, nope.. we r earning everyday.. but not alot.. as long as we can earn can le.. abt 10 - 15mins later, a grps of fuhua sec boys came and bought all the otah.. i was like O.O?, just when they order, 2 guy came and ask abt our buns, ask how many we got.. den he say "ok, i wan all.." was damn shock.. out of sudden otah sold out, buns sold out..
could it be alex? he's blessing everyone from above.. he's listening to us.. he's watching us.. or is it just coincidence? i'm thinking of alex everytime.. during class, walking home from sch, working.. vice versa.. u might think that, y would he bless me.. kinda true.. so i'll take it as coincidence.. =) r.i.p alex..
Thursday, October 26, 20065:44 PM
today din go to sch.. tot sch end at 3pm and wake up at 12.45pm.. so din go..
heard my mom say my cousin steal money from the shop.. wat kind of person she is.. lol..
haix.. how the shop earn money like that? =.=
siwei show me this video.. i find it very funny..
Wednesday, October 25, 200611:16 PM
today i'm behaving abit weird.. feeling very down.. very sad.. very sick..
suilin morning call me at 6am.. but i went back to slp and woke up at 6.45am.. 1hr late for lecture.. very quiet in lecture hall.. just quietly smsing, mood was so down, anytime like will cry like that.. dun ask me y.. i dunno.. mayb coz of alex.. 10am went for break.. but no appetite.. so eat some small buns.. saw alvin and his classmate.. den daryl came along pass me his dustcoat safety boot..
went to library and rest, 1pm go to other lesson.. my friend all tell me to be prepared.. coz all must wear long pants.. shorts will kena chase out..
my friend took some pic of me.
they say i look like skaterboy lol.. some say like clown(ronald macdonal) so
after sch went home.. nv eat anything again.. pack food for my cousins and family.. din buy food for me.. although i'm feelign very hungry but dunno y dun feel like eating.. den fall aslp till 10+pm..
this morning while on train, i read my bass guitar magazine.. i read something interesting..
this is something to do with bass and personal life.. so abit music..
"My only advice is to do whatever you want as long as you don't hurt yourself or anybody else. in general, i believe that if you dun really love wat u're doing, u should stop right away and if u do truly wan to play, then u shld play ur own way and play wat makes u feel good.
try to recognize the parts of ur character that r ur own, bcoz a lot of people do things they think other people will like instead of embracing wat they love. do that on ur instrument-play something u like, not something u'd do for someone else. that's wat makes great music."
Flea(bassist) - Red Hot Chilli Pepper
1:29 AM
this few days i'm damn moody.. thanx to jakin siwei and ming yao.. they were there for me all this days.. monday is the final day we can see alex real person.. so we meet 1pm at JE mrt station, but i woke up late..
actually is wake up 8am go sch den 12pon lesson den meet them de.. but previous night i slpt at 4am.. coz 2.30am finish playing dota.. den actually wanted to slp de.. but den see the new game i downloaded dunno how many days ago.. so try it lor.. wanted to try abit who knows try till 4am..
woke up at 12.30pm..
rush there with messy hairstyle.. doesnt really matter.. so meet clarence at alex's funeral.. pay my last visit to alex.. den ming yao jak pc jas came along.. after the priest pray for alex.. clemend(dunno how to spell his name) come up and say, this is alex fave song..
bon jovi - always..
when the song is playing.. i cry out and others also cry.. the coffin close.. his brothers(his close friends) carry his coffin all the way till the accident place.. den board bus after we reach the place.. bus send us to the church at boon lay mac there.. listen to prayers.. den suddenly clarence gone.. =.= he din even tell us anything and he left.. some kind of friend..
mandai road.. the last place we saw alex.. listen to prayers again.. pay him the last visit.. the coffin needa close for burn, the part when all of us break down and cry.. the part we know wats mother love.. his mom cry out loud, shout for alex, ask him to come back, and she dun let the priest close the cover.. his family try to stop her " wat to do? he's already gone.. let him go peacefully.."
1omins later, the place we all look at his coffin control by some remote control vehicle to the fire place, the place all of us break down and cry.. rest in peace alex..
after that we went to jp and eat at lai lai.. after eating me and ming yao str8 away go kopitiam there and buy pancake to eat.. den go kopitiam and share a fish n chip.. den share ice kachang.. walk around with pei ching, jak and ming yao.. pc go off first.. den we 3 walk in jp awhile n siwei join us.. den he go join his friend for dinner coz we eat le..
buy popcorn for mommy to eat.. den wan walk home de.. den mavia call and ask us accompany her to wait for friends.. finish 1 pack of pop corn haven come.. den her mom treat me another pop corn.. from 8pm++ waited for his friend to come at around 10pm+ =.= den walk to huishan blk there and slack, ask her to come down, she say ok bath le call us, in the end we saw huiqi, her yongest sister.. so we chat quite long and her mom call her, her mom say hui shan slping le.. we goes "WTF!?"..
chat chat chat.. suddenly something happen, den we meet up with siwei go alvin hse.. to alvin:
boy, u dun have to force urself to change coz of wat we say, believe in urself.. and WE believe in YOU..
buddy forever!
Sunday, October 22, 20063:08 PM
after a long night chat with jak and siwei, we really know alot of things.. we found out friends and gals, y r they behaving this way..
ytd actually meet jak and clarence 4pm go alex funeral.. but then my mom ask me to go help out at her shop.. so 6pm i help out there, around 7pm jak and clarence and siwei came.. den we have dinner there and ming yao came too..
jak and clarence went to the funeral once le.. clarence say his mom say funeral dun go 2nd time in 1 day.. so he din go after that.. jak say he's not superstitious ande we went to alex funeral..
siwei went home coz he say he doesnt know him.. last night i was there.. looking at them makes me feel damn sad.. the way they talk.. joseph say, "he plan outing like genting, sunway lagoon.. say wat, after getting bursary we go there enjoy.. now he left us.. somemore today is the day he get bursary.." after hearing all this.. i really feel like crying.. but nv la.. heard alot of story from them.. today jospeh bring us to coffin to see alex..
today with picture of him smiling.. we stand at his coffin and look at him.. jo say,"he used to be the most cock among us.. always tag with this guy(some name i forgot already).. now got new tag liao.. with that guy(also forget).. haha.. haix.. still say wan go out enjoy.. bbq also plan already.. now left us here.."
for those who dunno who's alex.. mayb u will know after looking at his friendster
http://www.friendster.com/17915019 looking at them really let me see wats the real meaning of brother.. alvin called and i say we're going home.. but after funeral we call siwei down and go boon lay mac to have supper at 11pm+ den ming yao went home and we eat ourselves.. after that we go to 1 place and have a nice long chat till 4am+.. we talk abt everything..
Saturday, October 21, 20063:52 PM
'19yrs old attend a friend's funeral.. rest in peace alex.. ytd went to his funeral.. his appearane change alot.. feel damn sad.. sry i wun say it here..
Sunday, October 15, 20064:18 PM
11/10/06 - back from genting.. went on monday - wednesday (9 oct - 11 oct).. meet aaron for breakfast as usual, din slp the night b4.. meet him 6.30am but he late.. jeremy say meet 7.15 at boon lay market bus stop.. but we reach quite zhun =X and meet suilin and wanhan at mac..
Board bus and leave boonlayarea at 7.30am sharp.. during the trip there is this aunty talk very loud and talk non stop.. finish crossing causeway i take out my ipod and try to slp.. so i slp abit den wake up.. keep waking up.. sian.. the sitting position is just not right! =.= reach genting at 2.30pm den check in hotel.. so we went for dinner and shopping..
The KFC there is not nice and very $$.. den after that went to shop around.. the gals got themselves thier own DVDs.. meanwhile, me and jeremy go buy movie tix.. we watch the show call super ex girlfriend.. some rubbish lame show.. after that went back to hotel and play some card game.. but jeremy and cheryl went to slpp.. aaron watch F1 so left me suilin and wan han..
after awhile later i find it too sian.. so i went back to hotel and slp.. and due to some reason, i cant slp at all.. so chat with aaron till 4am+ and wake up at 6.30am next morning for breakfast..
BUFFET!!
lots of foooooooood.. lol
b4 buffet we took some pics..
After buffet,off to theme park.. 10am start and 9am+ we went to buy tix.. waiting outside theme park for it to open.. it was damn cold outside the gate.. haha..
Once the gate open, the first ride we went was cork screw if i din recall wrongly.. but the guy speak malay to us.. lucky got aaron there.. den they 2 start talking.. he said 11am den open.. so nvm.. went for ferrywheel ride..
After the ride jeremy ask me to spaceshot.. and i din reject him omfg..
this was after the ride.. the ride was damn not fun.. lol.. the moment the seat starting moving up.. i regret alot.. and i keep talking to jeremy when we're on top.. "wat the hell.. y am i here with u? sian.. regret sia.." pwn..
Here r some funny pics.. haha..
Before
After.. haha..
Went to play the keep spinning around and around and around.............. ride, make me dizzy.. lol.. after that some of them went to play go kart.. left me and jeremy and wan han.. the que was quite long and they waiting very long for thier turn..
After that we go take the dinosaurland ride..
Welcome to dinosaurland..
Gate Opening..
T-REX!!!! =.=
volcano and some dinosaurs..
boring ride.. lol.. after that we took some pics with donkey..
too many rides i lazy to type.. haha.. den went to play the boat thingy.. 2 seater but i sit alone coz aaron dun wanna play.. That time was damn cloudy? foggy? hazzy? watever lol..
damn tiring.. zzz
cannot remember wat we did already.. took the elephant rides for 5-6 rounds continuosly haha..
me and jeremy bouncin up and down.. haha.. we went back to hotel after a few rounds of cork screw and bla bla bla bla bla.. reach hotel only start bathing den wait for hair to dry.. den suddenly fell aslp =X wake up at 845pm or 945pm and went to buy dinner.. wa lao.. 2nd day lunch marry brown.. last night marry brown.. dinner marry brown.. hahaha.. marry brown!!! and i've been eating cup corn during movie, theme park walking around.. haha.. hmm..
3rd day.. woke up at 915am.. haha my alarm din work for me, all the time is aaron wack me up coz alarm disturb him.. =X bath and everything and call suilin they all.. ask them to meet 10am go breakfast.. 945am like that then realise the buffet 10am finish =X so slack till 11 - 12pm go check out den took some pics..
Grp pics..
the gals.. cheryl, wan han, suilin
had lunch at burger king.. whoper!! damn big.. xD den went for bowling.. laoz.. starting not bad.. behind nearly lose to cheryl.. win her by 1 point =X after that jeremy they all went to buy foods for the bus trip den me follow aaron go buy DVD.. meet at hotel lobby and left genting at 2.30 - 3pm..
the trip was sooo long and they gamble
Tetris?! hope i spell it right.. lol..
6pm++ reach yong peng and i got myself a box of chewing gums.. smuggle back to sg.. haha.. din expect to be so easy.. =X 10pm+ reach sg and slack at boonlay mac for awhile.. reach home at abt 11pm+ meet siwei and alvin out for supper coz siwei have some problems.. =( well we talk abt lotta nice things.. haha.. and had some beers..
Reach home ard 3am+ sigh.. wat a tiring day.. i hate sch reopen.. i like sch reopen.. wat am i thinking? lol.. i dun like frisbee, but i like frisbee.. sian.. monday 8am - 6pm after that need to go frisbee training till 9.30pm den went to eat till 11pm+ reach home 12am+ and tuesday 8am - 5pm.. haix.. wednesday, 8am - 3pm..
need to train dota coz compy coming very soon.. need to work coz money gone very fast.. need to study coz test coming very soon.. need to rest coz really very very tire.. so many things need to do.. reach home and finally can rest infront of my comp to update blog but mom keep asking me go help out at her shop.. sian i dun wan to help.. i hate to work this kinda job.. serve people.. see thier face.. haix haix haix..
suddenly i miss ITE and secondary life so much.. sian.. today damn giddy.. the moment i look around i feel like fainting.. so call captain tell him that i cant go frisbee.. and go home rest and update my blog.. reach home only my mom ask me go work.. haix wat a fuck up life... really very fuck up..
who will actually understand me? not even my parents.. they wan me to go poly, i enter le.. they wan me to work, i work le.. they dun wan me to smoke, i nv even think abt it b4.. wat they wan me to do, i do.. wat they dun wan me to do, i nv do.. but when i wan to do the things i wan to do, they reject..
SAD, damn SAD..
long post.. thanx for reading.. hehe.. will update again..
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