i'm so proud to be the captain of the champions.
NYP, the IVP 2009 champion once again.
and finally, end of poly competition.
and maybe, end of career haha.

so many players improved so fast and took over my play time.
i'm so proud of them, seriously.
i'd rather stay cheered up and motivate my teams rather then sitting down there thinking of unnecessary stuffs.
that's something i should do.

so many people are fighting on.
no one give up in the end.

bryan, adam and me were cheering on the other side of the field.
guiding our teammates all day long.
until during finals.
they both said something randomly that kinda touch me.
you guys might not think you have said something,
but it boost a little extra motivation in me that want me to play extra harder for the team.
i self motivated by keep repeating myself that i am a secret weapon therefore i am not inside now.
"wo shi secret weapon..."

the last few points coach ask me to go in.
i guess i did what he expect me to do.
it's only a matter of play time.
its like, although its only that 2 points, but people were talking about it.
"even if you had a lot of play time but didnt do much, it doesnt mean as much as lesser play time but effective play right?"

so true.

well like what keeks have said about the secret weapon,
"proven."

okay enough of self praise.
but this remind me of the "crouching tiger, hidden dragon." i mentioned.

in everything we do, there must be motivation.
but motivations, where have u gone to?
Lemonsick @11:31 PM