recently my life was full of frisbee.
had NYP frisbee training/bonding camp.
i don't know, it could be my mood still swinging around that caused me pressurize.
i didn't really enjoy myself at the camp.
i'm so screwed up during the scrimmage against Shiok.
totally not myself anymore.

on the sat, we had scrimmage against shiok again.
but this time round we're playing as DK(Disc Knight).
maybe the pressure i gave myself is too much,
i got the urge to give up anytime.
and scolded back at Ben plus some childish action.

on the next sat, 14th march
ronnie talked to me on thurs, he made me felt sorry, immatured and selfish but positive at the same time.
the fire starts to burn in me once again after hearing what ronnie said.
i went to apologize to Ben and DK.
but before that, we had scrimmage against DK.

NYP 13 - DK 15
the game was totally great.
i think i can become a good mid with Dorries! hahaha!
yup we've lost, but some points we concede are quite unneccessary.
yeah we could've done better than that, i guess.

sun,
league final.
we enter quarter final and we won.
semi-final were a wake up call for my team.
we were down by 4-0 at the beginning.
but then after some disccussion and change of gameplay,
we were fighting back and with great sidelines and intensities,
we successfully fight back and won the semi-final.
12-10 or something like this.

final,
we were giving out 120% and i swear,
this was the first time i've played frisbee with everything.
i'm somehow proud of myself as a handler.
too bad Ben wasn't there to see me play!
eventually, we still lost at final la.
we were down by 2 or 3 points.
i can see some of my players crack and can't play their A game.
yet, i was very calm and still controlling the game,
but not enough i guess.
well, now i can put all my focus on NYP!

i used to worry about whether i can enter the team.
but now, i'm more like worrying about performing.
gotta work harder to enter the team and perform!

IVP is only 4 days away.
Lemonsick @1:24 AM