Tuesday, January 13, 200912:47 AM
93,
i think i owe ben an apologize for not performing during training and league for quite sometimes.
really have to thank him for keep scolding and screaming at me during training and league.
that shows that he haven't gave up on me.
but, i really need to take a break.
my mind and body won't co-operate with me.
if i go back training and league like this i won't improve at all.
my condition might become worst.
i'm so afraid i won't have the chance to play IVP.
能不能告诉我暂停算不算放弃?
remember, i will wait for the right time to come. remember how drover and mrs lady boss love life's like?they had a conflict, then drover thought Mrs lady boss was killed during the war.but Mrs lady boss didn't die.drover cherish mrs lady boss more after he thoght he had lose her for life.i never regret for saying "it",
i will only regret for not saying"it".and regret is a word which cannot be replace by anything.i hope you understand. =)