91,

once upon a time...
cs is happy..
cs is emo..
cs is happy again.. *repeat

sometimes i wonder, why does it always happened on the beginning and at the end of the year?
is it really karma?
or am i a born loser?
demoralize too easily and give up?

i'm such a retard, seriously.
the thing i can do successfully is to entertain the people around me.
provided being insulted, being tease or being look down on.
i can at least bring some laughter to people.
but not to myself.

not going very smoothly in frisbee, like always.
i can kill myself in relationship, like seriously.
a happy ending is just like a fiction to me.
Lemonsick @3:14 AM