Thursday, December 25, 20082:01 AM
chapter eighty-6,
she reminds me of last time,
"when 2 brothers fell in love with the same gal,
1 choose to give up but there's always thoughts that ask him not to.
and the other 1 will act like nothing happened and just carry on woo-ing her.
she had a guy in her mind.
she will always mentioned about him,
how much he hate him, how much he hurt her, how much he irritates her.
she share problems with me all the time, that pull us even closer.
she's the 1 who gave me the strength not to give up.
but in the end, she's with the guy in her mind."
i used to be the 1st 1 but now, the latter.
its totally like dejavu.
just that i'm in a different position now.
sometimes, its not i don't wanna have a relationship.
it's i'm too afraid to have 1.
i'm running away once again.
i don't wanna have the same ending again.