i'm looking for a book call "how can i cheer a girl up?"
i dun care how many pages, i dun care how hard the words can be.. i dun care how useful is it.. all i wan to know is, how can i start? i need examples.. i hate seeing the people i cheered being sad again..
Lemonsick @1:22 AM

Teaching her chinese..


~_~

she is damn cute.. and she always stick to me.. haha.. omg..

will post more pics.. =DD
Lemonsick @3:37 AM
Lisa(half jap half chinese),







Lemonsick @3:12 AM
爱你是孤单的心事..

我找不到你真真要的感觉..

我只能象一朵向日葵在夜里默默的坚持..

一直爱着你,

我用我自己的方式..

不懂你微笑的意思..

希望你能对我坦白..
Lemonsick @7:59 PM
i sucks during monday training, nua nua nua.. all i know is how to nua.. i cant run at all.. i force myself to run and all i know is "omg, i'm out of breath".. am i really that weak? just when i tot i'm getting fitter.. nah, now my throws r just getting worst and i take it as a small matter.. all i know is joke around.. ai ya captain scold, let him scold lor.. people praise me i fly lor..

ytd during the drills, ben was taking stats for the juniors coz he gonna choose 20 people from our team.. i did quite alot of bad throws.. and ben was shouting wat am i doing? i understand he is trying to motivate me.. but wan yee was watching beside him, and told him loudly "cs sibei chui..", the seniors always told us.. "heads up guys, mentallity is very imporatant.." and this is how u boost my morale.. thanx..

after the drills, we split into 2 teams, i was in ben's team together with aaron and bevan.. we lost the games, 16 - 10 or 11.. we wun score that much if bolin wasnt there.. bolin score 6 points for us.. after the games, aaron keep repeating himself that i sucks.. i know he's trying to motivate me to play harder.. bevan told our team that, alvin was once the best player among us.. but until bolin came.. den slowly we came along too.. i know alvin was once the best player, i know everyone can do better than me and i dun take it seriously at all.. but during that period of time, i did lots of thinking..

after the breifing, bevan come told me this personally, he said, "cs, dun give up.. actually, we seniors from last time r already talking abt u.. we say u got potential.. u must work harder..", i dun feel praise at all.. i felt sry for them.. they got the wrong guy.. i'm not that good..

reach home on tv and watch soccer replay, arsenal vs wigan.. after the match there is this commercial showing soccer and basketball match.. "the greatest player all times.." suddenly feel damn emo.. feel that i'm totally useless.. went to bath.. mom came out and scold my sis for not slping yet and she blame me for bathing for so long, sat infront of the comp and wanted to chat with some good friends to cheer myself up..

mom came in and ask me whether i can work for her at wednesday anot? 1pm - 9pm, i got the option for choosing yes or no, but the way she ask me is like YES or YES! she asked me to work at wednesday for quite a few times already and i've told her plenty of times that i cant work, i have frisbee.. she is like forcing me to work for her.. den of coz i'm angry la and i told her that y u dun wan to work yet u dun wan to tell them? den in the end ask me to help u? she did lots of scolding.. here i am thinking of how to improve myself and there she is asking me not to go frisbee.. i told her i damn stress and she scold me again, watever i said = receive scolding,

she din know 1 thing, when she is scolding behind me, my tears keep coming out.. i cant control it.. i hate this! i really hate my life.. she dun even understand her own son when i tot she's the only person that can understand me more than myself..

life is always so miserable for me.. dun fall for me, i'm a jinx..
happy valentine's day.. =)
Lemonsick @3:04 AM
2 - 2 - 2007
hair cut..

being playing 9 dragons, not very fun to me..

bored bored bored..

where r u~ ~

我永远读着对白,

读着我给你的伤害,

我原谅不了我,

就请你当作我已不在,

我睁开双眼 看着空白,

忘记你对我的期待 读完了依赖

我很快就离开..

如果要走,请你记得我,

如果难过,请你忘了我.
Lemonsick @12:33 AM
i wear it everytime when i miss u and i wore it everytime.. haha.. that means i miss u every second! haha.. guess wat's that.. =x

long time nv update.. today we VS derek's team.. 1 of the experienced team in the league.. and we got a lousy attendance, only 11 people came, bevan having chicken pox so cant run much.. and derek's team got 19 or 18 people.. and we din give up at all although we know the result would be them thrashing us.. guess wat? haha we won 14 - 13 and time up! we have the spirit of not giving up, and we keep cheering each other up! =D

we keep leading, but they keep on chasing up.. when the times left 5mins the score is 13 - 12.. and we did our best to defend them for scoring but they end up score 1 point within the 5mins 13 - 13.. we agreed with each other that this will be the last point due to the time left.. and we made it! woo~ so happy..

watching apocalypto at PS, 3:55pm show.. who wanna watch?
pics will upload soon..
Lemonsick @1:37 AM