today i'm behaving abit weird.. feeling very down.. very sad.. very sick..

suilin morning call me at 6am.. but i went back to slp and woke up at 6.45am.. 1hr late for lecture.. very quiet in lecture hall.. just quietly smsing, mood was so down, anytime like will cry like that.. dun ask me y.. i dunno.. mayb coz of alex.. 10am went for break.. but no appetite.. so eat some small buns.. saw alvin and his classmate.. den daryl came along pass me his dustcoat safety boot..

after sch went home.. nv eat anything again.. pack food for my cousins and family.. din buy food for me.. although i'm feelign very hungry but dunno y dun feel like eating.. den fall aslp till 10+pm..
this morning while on train, i read my bass guitar magazine.. i read something interesting..

this is something to do with bass and personal life.. so abit music..

"My only advice is to do whatever you want as long as you don't hurt yourself or anybody else. in general, i believe that if you dun really love wat u're doing, u should stop right away and if u do truly wan to play, then u shld play ur own way and play wat makes u feel good.

try to recognize the parts of ur character that r ur own, bcoz a lot of people do things they think other people will like instead of embracing wat they love. do that on ur instrument-play something u like, not something u'd do for someone else. that's wat makes great music."

Flea(bassist) - Red Hot Chilli Pepper