this few days i'm damn moody.. thanx to jakin siwei and ming yao.. they were there for me all this days.. monday is the final day we can see alex real person.. so we meet 1pm at JE mrt station, but i woke up late..
actually is wake up 8am go sch den 12pon lesson den meet them de.. but previous night i slpt at 4am.. coz 2.30am finish playing dota.. den actually wanted to slp de.. but den see the new game i downloaded dunno how many days ago.. so try it lor.. wanted to try abit who knows try till 4am..
woke up at 12.30pm..

rush there with messy hairstyle.. doesnt really matter.. so meet clarence at alex's funeral.. pay my last visit to alex.. den ming yao jak pc jas came along.. after the priest pray for alex.. clemend(dunno how to spell his name) come up and say, this is alex fave song..
bon jovi - always..

when the song is playing.. i cry out and others also cry.. the coffin close.. his brothers(his close friends) carry his coffin all the way till the accident place.. den board bus after we reach the place.. bus send us to the church at boon lay mac there.. listen to prayers.. den suddenly clarence gone.. =.= he din even tell us anything and he left.. some kind of friend..

mandai road.. the last place we saw alex.. listen to prayers again.. pay him the last visit.. the coffin needa close for burn, the part when all of us break down and cry.. the part we know wats mother love.. his mom cry out loud, shout for alex, ask him to come back, and she dun let the priest close the cover.. his family try to stop her " wat to do? he's already gone.. let him go peacefully.."

1omins later, the place we all look at his coffin control by some remote control vehicle to the fire place, the place all of us break down and cry.. rest in peace alex..

after that we went to jp and eat at lai lai.. after eating me and ming yao str8 away go kopitiam there and buy pancake to eat.. den go kopitiam and share a fish n chip.. den share ice kachang.. walk around with pei ching, jak and ming yao.. pc go off first.. den we 3 walk in jp awhile n siwei join us.. den he go join his friend for dinner coz we eat le..

buy popcorn for mommy to eat.. den wan walk home de.. den mavia call and ask us accompany her to wait for friends.. finish 1 pack of pop corn haven come.. den her mom treat me another pop corn.. from 8pm++ waited for his friend to come at around 10pm+ =.= den walk to huishan blk there and slack, ask her to come down, she say ok bath le call us, in the end we saw huiqi, her yongest sister.. so we chat quite long and her mom call her, her mom say hui shan slping le.. we goes "WTF!?"..

chat chat chat.. suddenly something happen, den we meet up with siwei go alvin hse.. to alvin:
boy, u dun have to force urself to change coz of wat we say, believe in urself.. and WE believe in YOU..

buddy forever!